today in e morning.. i acc wen go ITE.. hmm.. i was late.. haha.. den we meet amk mahh.. den take 130 bus to his skol.. den in bus he say he dun wish go.. right from start he dun wan le actually.. haha.. den after reach his skol actually he jux acc mi opposite bustop wait for bus.. den bus came, den he get on e bus wib mi.. haha.. sae send mi home.. haha.. excuses..! den anyway we went to eat mac at kbcc der de mac lor.. den eat le.. den he send mi home den wait for mi to get ready to go attachment.. den okiie le.. he send mii go attachment lor as usual. den during.. these day.. i felt happii being wib him.. he treat mii real gd..100% nice bf.. but today sthim happened.. ish moilx fault actually.. haiis.. in e evenin.. i told him le.. i wana be single again.. haiis.. ish all moilx fault.. i hurt him.. but yet.. he didn't blame mi, nv scold mi.. nthn at all.. i really speechless when he liddat.. haiis.. i dunO wad to do for him.. he ish being so nice to mi, everythin oso okiie to moilx request.. really verii nice.. nthn i say he dun agree de.. worry for mii day n nite.. 24hrs for mii.. haiis.. but yet.. i hurt him.. he nv complaint anythin.. even he sad.. he act as he ish nt.. he jux keep quiet and stay by mii.. smile to mii.. like as if he ish happii.. but i know he ish nt.. i know he ish unhappii.. cox of moilx undecided stuff hurt him.. i verii bad n guilty.. haiis.. how.. can anyone help mi? -_-" after attachment, i kinda worry abt how he felt.. i wana see his expression.. he nv come down pick mi up cox eh.. his mummy dun let la.. quite late le, tmr gt skol.. his mum was quite strict.. anyway.. i went down find him.. den he came down lor.. den we sat down n tok..tings like different.. i cant explain wad's different.. but.. ii acn feel he ish unhappii.. but he didn't ask why .. why i do this.. he didn't balme nv gib attitude.. still quietly chat wib him.. tok abt our frenx all this..after finsh.. he finally sae sthim regarding abt this topic.. i forget wad le.. but..i really wanted him to scold mi de.. no matter how.. i oos dun mind.. but he jux keep quiet n smile to mii , shows that like everythin ish still fine.. he ish still gg to be there for mi when i need him.. that feeling.. but e more it ish.. e more i feel bad.. he liddat ish e 1st time i met..treat mi so gd n onli he ish e onli guy except moilx dad.. haiis.. he ish so nice le yet i could sae break to him.. xiao meii bao.. wad are euu doin.. haiis.. ah wen.. can u scold mi or sthim? e onli ting u say was.. " jux sad dat why i finally can tgth wib u but now gt to let go" it really made mii sad n angry of myself.. haiis.. i duno wad shld i do to made it up to u.. haiis.. time? i duno wad will happemed in future.. but now.. i jux wish to totally forget e other person.. totally dun tink abt it... till den i acn relax go for relationship.. as for ah wen.. i'm really sorry.. i cant ask u wait for mii..but.. haiis.. do we had fate? did i do wrongly? can we jux remain e past for kinda while 1st..? ans mii..
dui bu qi ah wen.. baoabo shou sorry..
dun sad.. ah wen korkor ish e best.. =P
sincerely sorryy.. i really duno wad to do.. sry i always giving trouble to euu.. sry.. last time till now.. still e same.. sry..
baobao's sob sob -_-"
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10/17/2006 11:50:00 PM